*** 三 小 的 唬 爛 人 生 ***

I have that kind of small town syndrome---

"I hate this place. Let me get out of this shit hole!"

It's cool if you think that way and you can really get the fu** out.

But what if you didn't make it and you just found yourself at the same spot pinned on the wall year after year?

Then it's like a swirl of limbo.

You think you wake up to a different day but it's the same as yesterday.

This is no sci-fi. You get the first hand experience in your head.

No sooner you will find yourself asking for some anti-depression medication.

This is what I am talking about. Gotta put a cheeky slogan on: "Everywhere is as good as here." (with a bloody fake smile)
Come on, we need to stop thinking about the world outside of your scope and focus on some good things happened right now, right here. Learn to appreciate the people around you. Stop thinking about "why I am here" or "I don't belong here" if those things didn't help you at the first place.

The important thing is to fire some slogans to boost your energy up. So you are not too numb to feel anything. Or think "God has his plan for me" may also lower the anxiety. When you loose control over your life.................instead of feeling real pissed about it and falling into a deep pit, you can just let it be. Let the flow carry you and allow things to happen.

happy ever after in the pit