(photo by chi)
Know what I have been thinking? Today when I drove back from the airport, I came to a big life-time realization. Everything started to make sense to me. All of the sudden, out of the blue, first time in my life and I say FINALLY . . . . I stopped thinking in my old pattern.
A multiple desire made me say this:
Blind torture
Giant steps
Phony mascara
Cunning kisses
Fake memory
Run
Run
run
run
A multiple desire made me say this:
Blind torture
Giant steps
Phony mascara
Cunning kisses
Fake memory
Run
Run
run
run
He carried no sign but only a frivolous grin on his sun tanned face.
"Quiet! You fucking people!"
There is a piece of black metal on his hand. He started shooting to the ceiling to the floor to the trash can to the stairs to the trains to the light.
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After a quick shower, I sat by my laptop and said hi to Julie. She said she probably gonna drop by later. The old me would freak out and resolved into a frozen food disaster. But instead, I felt at ease, at peace and very cool. "I am not going to worry about the future or the past. This is now."
After a quick shower, I sat by my laptop and said hi to Julie. She said she probably gonna drop by later. The old me would freak out and resolved into a frozen food disaster. But instead, I felt at ease, at peace and very cool. "I am not going to worry about the future or the past. This is now."
We sat in the sun at my balcony. I didn't even have the urge to smoke. It's as if I have accomplished a great deal, as if we have made love.
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